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The pain built until it finally climaxed in that one defiant word... a shouted denial of what was, and a voicing of all hopes, fears, and frustration to whatever power might be listening. Yet the fact remained, she was dead. And he had been powerless to stop it, forced to watch as she had been systematically slaughtered. It had been 2 years ago as of tomorrow, and he had yet to find her murderers. They had escaped his blade, and after a few months with no trace, he had given up all hope of ever avenging her. "Lord Kenneth?" A soft voice intruded upon his silent misery. He looked up and saw before him Alena, one of his fellow knights. He quickly composed himself. "Yes Alena? What is it?" Alena was beautiful. There was simply no other word for her. Her figure was the envy of many woman, but it was her face that caught and held a man's attention. Her skin was as soft as a doe and her deep blue eyes seemed to gaze into men's souls. Her long red tressess were well kept and as smooth as silk. Her face was one of the most pleasant to gaze upon, it held a beauty and grace that rivaled the prettiest of the elven princesses, though she was human. Looking upon that stunning visage, it was readily apparent that she was a kind, gentle soul... yet a gleam in her eyes told of a love of independance, and those that riled her anger found her a fierce opponent indeed. She had joined the Knights of Solamnia late in her life, in her 30's, having been introduced to their ranks by Lord Kenneth. But she had found their ideals and tenets to match her own, and had quickly risen through the ranks. "I heard your shout, I thought you might need someone to talk too." Lord Kenneth was a young man in body, but he had aged far faster due to the many tragedies in his life. He had been the second youngest man to ever attain membership in the Order of the Rose. He was but 23 now, and had gained membership when he turned 21, shortly before she had died..... he had worked his way up through the Orders of Crown and Sword, his daring and bravery well known in his home lands. It isnt often that an 18 year old cleans out a manor of its undead inhabitants... the very manor he now lived in. The quests had been hard, but he had had nothing else. His parents killed by plague when he was young, his brother turned to a life of crime. His life had brightened when he had met Shannon. She was to him the rising sun after a dark and horrible night. They had loved each other deeply. Words hadn't been a necessity, they had always seemed to know what was on the others mind. No one else had been able to read him so well... He and Shannon both knew that they had been meant for each other..... but, abruptly, and without warning, the light in his life had been snuffed out... .o0o. ...And the sun had never risen for him again. Despite all that, he had gone on. He stubbornly clung to his ideals, and his honor... his sense of justice and right. It had made him cynical and bitter, but he went on. He had to live... if for no other reason then to see her murderers on their way to the Abyss. "Nothing Alena. I'm fine. Just a bad dream." He didn't think she would buy it. Alena wasn't easy to fool. She didn't. "Talk to me Kenneth. Im your friend, there's no need for you to be terse with me. You were dreaming of her again, weren't you?" "Yes." he answered, the images of the dream again filling his minds eye. He shut his eys tightly and held back the emotional maelstrom. He hated involving others in his problems. Alena gazed upon him, sadness and frustration filling her. She was powerless to do anything for her friend. The ghosts of his past haunted and tortured him. She sat down beside him, and hugged him, comforting him as best she could. He couldnt hold it back any longer. "Why? Why her?" he sobbed. And once again, all was contained in that one word. Why.... an entreatment as well as a demand to the gods...... Alena briefly wondered how they would answer. "I don't know Kenneth. I just don't know. But you need to get a grip. Stop living in the past and get on with your life." Weariness and grief rimmed his now drying eyes. "I know. But its not easy.... not while her murderers are still on the lose. By Paladine, I would do anything to bring them to justice. I never even got to say goodbye, Alena." He had not told her the details of her death, but she knew they must have been terrible indeed. How does he bare it all? Alena wondered. What drives him to go on? The question was futile though. She already knew the answer. It was revenge that drove him. The want and the need to find those who had slain his love, and give them the ending they deserved. Revenge, however, can be a very deadly desire. She hoped Kenneth wouldnt make any foolish mistakes...... She looked down, and saw that he was asleep in her arms. He looked at peace, comfortable. She held him all through the night, leaving him only in the morning. .o0o. The morning failed to brighten Kenneth's mood, and he was still brooding. All who knew him, and knew what he was like when he got like this, avoided him. Those that didn't, well..... they had a learning experience. The evening came, and found Kenneth sequestered in his study. He sat, remembering happy times, thinking of all the quiet moments that he and Shannon had spent here, when they both had wanted to get away from the hustle and bustle of humanity. He slammed his fist down upon the oaken desk. The anger building again..... "You miss her, don't you?" Kenneth whirled around, drawing the dagger he always kept at his belt. Behind him stood the one who had spoken. The mans eyes held a hint of amusement, as well as threat. His hair was dark, of the deepest black... as were the robes he wore. "Leave me wizard, I have no need of the foul servants of Takhisis!" "Ah, but you might at that... but come now, you have yet to answer my question." Kenneth's patience grew short........ "You have one last warning. Leave now or I will kill you." "Will you now? I thought you were the kind lord, the one who gave all to his subjects.. the one that would not deny them an audience. I see I was mistaken. Good day." Is the magister intentionally pushing my buttons? Kenneth wondered. "Very well. Have a seat." he gestured towards one of the chairs in front of him. "You shall have your audience." "My lord is most gracious." the mage answered with a sneer. "Again, I ask, you miss her dont you?" Kenneth let his gaze fall on the portrait behind and above the mage. "Yes, I do." "And what would you say if I told you that you can have her murderers heads on pikes as early as tomorrow night?" This got Kenneths attention. "Say on." he commanded. "I know the identities of the ones who slew her, and I know where they will meet." "And what do you want for this information?" Kenneth asked through clenched teeth. "Nothing. I will tell you freely. Your love was a sacrifice to Chemosh, lord of the dead. She was slain by priests of that foul deity. Once every 25 months or so, the moons are in a configuration of power. On that night, the followers of Chemosh sacrifice someone and increase the power of their lord. That configuration will happen again two nights from now. They will meet at the same place that your love was slain. It is a place of power, and is perfect for their needs." Kenneth absorbed all of this, thinking, planning. One nagging question remained. "Why do you do this? Why would a servant of evil Takhisis help me, a servant of Lord Paladine?" The man laughed. "Certainly not for love of you or your god. My reasons are my own. Do not ask again. Stop them and I will consider it payment enough for the information. Farewell." And just like that, he was gone, as if hed never been. Kenneth stared a bit longer at Shannon's portrait. Then he stood up, left the room, and began to prepare. .o0o. Alena knew something was up. For the past two days, Lord Kenneth had been buoyant, happy, and intense. Most of the manors inhabitants were ecstatic with the change in their lord, thinking that he had finally gotten over his lost love. Alena did not believe that was the case..... with the anniversary of his loves death so near, he should have been hell to live with. On the eve of the anniversary, she got her answer. It had been purely by chance that she was in the stables that night, but she had been hidden from his view when Kenneth entered. He was armed in full battle array, which was even more curious.. it was the armor he had forsworn, the armor he had worn the night she had died. Alena decided then and there to follow him and see what he was up too. .o0o. His spirit had been lifted the past few days, knowing that the time for vengenance was near. And now the night had arrived. He had taken his armor out of storage, and donned it. It seemed only appropriate that it be worn on this night.... He had slipped quietly out to the stables, content no one had seen him. He quickly readied his favorite charger and quickly left. He never saw the shadow that was Alena following him. He arrived at the grove that hid the evil ritual site, memory once again flooding over him. He had apparently arrived early, for no one was to be seen. He sat back and waited. It wasn't long. Perhaps 15 minutes before the evil priests entered the grove. And with them, was a young girl, about the same age Shannon had been. "Lord Paladine, grant me the strength to save this young child, and to avenge my lost love. Grant me the power to utterly destroy them." Nothing happended. Kenneth knew at once what it was.... Paladine had turned from him. Revenge did indeed have its costs.... "So be it." he whispered with the faintest tinge of regret. He was alone in this, even the heavens has abandoned him. He readied himself for his attack. .o0o. The priests had gone through the openings of the ritual, and were now ready to begin the sacrifice in earnest.. a sacrifice that would last many hours, while they enjoyed the pain of the victim..... Now was the time to strike, when their concentration was focused on the task at hand. He leapt from his hiding place, decimating 5 of the 15 priests. The other 10 priests quickly surronded him...... the battle became fierce, as the priests fought for their very lives, while Kenneth fought with a rage born of desperation and grief. 5 more of the priests fell before Kenneth's vengeful blade. The final five backed off, to plan their strategy.... Kenneth did not relent. He engaged the nearest priest, and fought him, finally ending his life, decaptating him. The last of the priests had apparently decided the best way to destroy this insane man was too attack him wolfpack style. They surronded him, so that one was always at his back. Desperately, Kenneth sought a way out of the trap, knowing he was dead if he did not do so. Frantically, and with more power then he had thought himself capable, he cut downward at the nearest priest. The priest formed a perfect parry, which by all rights should have stopped the blow... had it not cut through the blocking blade and into the mans face. Kenneth would always remember the look of surprise on that ones face with grim satisfaction. The others had not recovered from the shock of the kill yet, and another fell before the steel of righteousness. The final two decided they had enough, and fled.... Only one of them made it. Briefly Kenneth debated following the final of the circle into the forest. He decided that freeing the girl was more important right now... there was always time for a hunt. Never had a more fatal mistake been made..... the final priest saw Kenneth turn his back as he reached the forest edge. He pulled a hidden dagger from inside his robes, and with a strength that belied his small frame, hurled it, straight into the back of Kenneths neck. The knight's eys went wide in shock and pain. He turned and saw the laughing priest as he flashed Kenneth a sly grin, then turned and headed off into the forest. Kenneth turned back to the girl. His eyes said the words that his mouth desperately sought to form, but could not for the amount of blood he was coughing up. "I'm sorry" He fell to his knees then, his vision darkening, then fell to his face, though he did not know it. "I've failed." he whispered. He shut his eyes, and darkness overtook him. .o0o. Rhiannon sat, and watched the battle from Kenneth's study. He sneered in sadistic pleasure when the knight slew a third of the priests, and then watched intently while he broke the wolfpack. When he saw that the final two had fled, he relaxed, thinking the knight had things well in hand. Indeed, the young warrior managed to kill one of the fleeing cowards. However, his attention was focused instantly when Kenneth turned back to the girl. 'Sargonnas take you, you fool!' he cursed. There, the Chemosh priest turned and tossed the dagger they all kept hidden somewhere on their persons. Rhiannon's anger rose... that one would *not* be getting away. It was a simple task to teleport himself to the scene. He appeared directly in the priests line of flight. Fortunately, the fools head was turned to watch behind him. The Black Robe smiled in satisfaction and unsheated his own dagger, and calmly inserted it into his foes neck. Then he turned back to look to Kenneth, but the female knight was already there. Damn! He couldn't let himself be seen... the Order would have his head if they knew of his participation, and the Knights would not lie about his aid. Speaking a few words, the black mage reappeared in Lord Kenneth's study, and gazed into his scrying device. .o0o. "Stand, my love." He was dreaming. He had to be. He only heard her voice in his dreams. He slowly opened his eyes, and looked straight into her face. She was as beautiful as ever, but there was something different.... her eyes. There was an infinite sadness in their sapphire depths. He slowly stood. "Hello Shannon." he said simply. "Hello Kenneth." Her voice... the most beautiful he had ever heard..... he couldn't hold it anymore. He pulled her close, the dams bursting, the tears flowing down his cheeks. He basked in her warm embrace, as they both held each other tight for what seemed eternity. "I love you." he whispered. "I know." she said with a sad smile. She disengaged herself from his arms and stood before him. "I've missed you so much." He clenched his fists, the frustration of the years coming forth as he remembered the lonely nights. "And I've missed you, love. But your actions have disappointed me." He looked up, surprise and shock on his face. "You've been living in the past Kenneth, and your future has suffered for it. My death was regrettable. I've missed you more then words can express, but I died, Ken. Nothing can change that. I want you to be happy." He turned away from her then, the pain of her words inflicting noticible pain. But he knew she was right. He had dishonored her memory. By dwelling in the past, he had become less then what he had been capable of. But it didnt matter any more... she was here with him now. He turned back and faced her. "I know dearest. But it doesnt matter anymore We're together again." Now it was she who would not meet his gaze. "You cannot stay, Ken. It is not your time. You have much to do yet, and a chance to save yourself." He knew it had been coming. And to his credit, he beared the news well. "Will I see you again?" She smiled. "Our love is true Kenneth, nothing can ever break that. I will be waiting for you. When it is your time, we will walk together for eternity. But now, you must go. The living need you still." "I will be impatient." he said, smiling. "As will I." she smiled. "But we can delay no longer. You must go now." He turned to her one last time, wanting to remember her in all her glory. "Goodbye Shannon." "Goodbye Kenneth" And with that, blackness again overwhelmed him. .o0o. "Damn it! Wake up!" The voice, full of concern, came into his head. He opened his eyes and saw Alena kneeling over him. She sighed audibly in relief. "I thought I had lost you." she said Kenneth noticed the dagger beside her, still sheathed in his blood. It was relieving to know that Paladine was still with one of them. "Not quite. I still have some things to do before I join our gracious lord Paladine in his kingdom." Alena quietly looked at him. She knew something was different about him... "What happened, Ken?" she asked. "I saw her Alena. She came to me and admonished me for the way I've lived since she died... much the way you have all along." here again a smile crossed his face. "The time was brief, but nothing had changed between us. She waits patiently for me. Can I do any less? At least, this time, I got to say goodbye." He looked at her, smiling serenly. With that, he fell silent, withdrawn into his own thoughts. After a lengthy silence, he stood. "Come Alena, let's go home." .o0o. Good, the young knight would live then. All was not lost. Rhiannon stood, preparing to quit Lord Kenneth's study. His eyes fell on the portrait of his daughter. "I've saved him, Shannon. I've given him his life back. Now I can only hope that you'll forgive me in death... though I failed to forgive you in life. I was so angry when you said you wanted to marry one of the knights... I was so angry that you were courting with the enemy... But I'm only a man, Shannon. And men make mistakes. And I made a mistake. I should have let you go. I should have let you be happy, instead of worried about some imagined insult. I should have saved you that night... I could have saved you that night... but I did not. I thought it better that the blemish on my honor be extinguished. I was wrong." Rhiannon choked back the tears in his eyes. The study was silent, and he had to be gone before the knights returned. He quickly completed his spell and faded from view. For a moment, though no window was open, a breeze lazily blew thorugh the study. To any who might have been listening, it might seemed to be whispering something along the lines of 'All is forgiven... all is forgiven.' But there were none to hear, save the ghosts and the memories. .o0o. Years later, when Lord Kenneth passed to Huma's breast, it was after a long and full life. He had done much right in the world, done much to purge it of evil. He passed away in his sleep, with that same serene smile on his face. The transition from life to death wasn't noticible to him. It seemed that one moment he had lain down in his manor, and now he was awakening in heaven. He sat up, and she was there, sitting beside him. "Hello Shannon." "Hello Kenneth." They embraced then. Tears of joy and sadness were shed. And they never let each other go, ever again. 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